Friday, August 12, 2016

Hiding No More

The other day I was rummaging through my cabinets looking for who-knows-what when I stumbled upon one of my most prized possessions - a vintage Sputnik barometer globe made in West Germany.  It's a novelty from the 1960's, eye-catching because it has a very 'space age' flare. I bought it at a flea market from someone who knew nothing of it's true value so I could hardly contain my excitement when I walked away with it for only 12 bucks! I was so elated with my new found treasure that I brought it home, dusted it off, polished it up.....and stuck it in the back of a storage credenza?

Yep, there it has been for months and months. Hidden in the dark of a cabinet.  In fact, I had forgotten I even owned it until I swung open the door the other day. The little gem looked so out of place sitting next to my in-case-of-emergency candle stash and the Tiki Beach room spray. For a split second I thought "why the heck is this in here???" And then I realized...it's because I was afraid.

 Afraid it would get broken.

This tiny treasure is so delightful that I couldn't imagine exposing it to the rough and tumble dangers of my living room. The 'What Ifs' began to creep in. What if it gets dropped, or cracked, or smashed? What if I spill something on it? Needless to say the 'What Ifs' won and for a while my little space machine was fated to be locked away.  And it hit me....."I've done the very same thing with me"

 I've been hiding in some way or another for years. Keeping to myself and just sort of coasting along next to the vanilla bean candles. Hiding becomes a lifestyle after some time and you don't even realize you're doing it until someone knocks on the credenza door and you hold your breath because it feels safe there and you just don't want to break. For a while it isn't all that bad but sooner or later 'hiding' gets old and God calls to us "Come out, come out, wherever you are". (But not like Jack Nicholson in The Shining because that would be creepy)

God calls us out by moving aside the very thing we're hiding behind. He swings open the door and there we are facing a decision- "Do I risk stepping out or do I play it safe?" And then the 'What Ifs' start. What if I fail? What if people don't 'get' me? What if I screw it all up?

And here's the answer- Yes, You may fail, critics may whisper. The world may drop you and you'll have a few cracks to show for it. But the truth is- You're a Treasure. A novelty in your own right. Your value is beyond what most can comprehend.  You are worth being seen and heard and enjoyed. And if you break, remember that you can ~Never~ shatter beyond repair.

So when the door swings open, take a risk and step on out. The world needs you in it's Living room.













7 comments:

  1. So true. Fear may not be realistic to someone else but is real to the person paralyzed by its mighty grip. Risk is sailing beyond sight of the shore. When the knock on the door is heard, face your fear and do it anyway. Greatness is within when we're willing to step out of the cozy corner.

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  2. So true. Fear may not be realistic to someone else but is real to the person paralyzed by its mighty grip. Risk is sailing beyond sight of the shore. When the knock on the door is heard, face your fear and do it anyway. Greatness is within when we're willing to step out of the cozy corner.

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  3. Well said Bev! I'm sailing into open waters ;)

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  4. Beautifully written Vanessa! Something my heart needed to hear. Thank you for sharing your gift of writing with your readers!

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  5. Love this! (Our husbands are friends and used to work together, I think you and I met at church once? Nice to find your bog!)

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    1. Hi Marie,Thank you! Yes,I remember!It's been a long time.

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